10 Hal yang akan saya lakukan jika saya punya pacar

Answering the challenge given in Palanta, this will be my post. It will be in broken Indonesian, deal with it!!

Terlepas dari judulnya yang memprovokasi, postingan ini tidak ada hubungannya dengan status saya sendiri, ini adalah list hal-hal yang akan saya lakukan jika, jika, sekali lagi, jika saya punya pacar :P

1. Nulis
Yeap nulis. Nulis apa ? Nulis kata-kata cinta. Bisa dengan cara diukir di batu pualam (cieh), di dinding restoran (selama g ketahuan oleh yang punya restoran), di kertas yang di rendam di air kopi dan teh, tapi yang jelas bakal nulis namamu dihatiku *eh

2. Beli boneka
Kuno ? Mungkin. Tapi karena saya tau saya g bakal bisa ada disampinya selalu. Jadi biar boneka yang gantiin. Kenapa boneka? Soalnya kalo binatang peliharaan bisa-bisa pacar saya malah lebih mikirn peliharaannya dari pada saya ( = . = )

3. Naik motor kemana-mana
Ngajakin pacar jalan-jalan naik motor kemana-mana. Ke pasar, toko buku, warung, mall, kemana aja asal sama pacar. Tukang ojek dong ? Kurang lebih begitulah, cuma bedanya ojek dibayar ama duit, saya cukup dibayar dengan cinta dan senyum manis mu *gombal

4. Jalan di bawah hujan
Kaya di pilem-pilem gitu. Biar saya bisa mayungin pacar sama jaket. Kalo g ada jaket ya berteduh dulu, g mungkin kan biarin si dia kehujanan terus sakit (●´∀｀●)

5. Karaoke
Nyanyi apa aja, bisa g bisa yang penting nyanyi, siapa tau ntar bisa masuk idol idol gitu (￣^￣)
Kali ini g ada hubungannya ada pacar ato engga, yang penting karaoke, karaoke, karaoke !!!!

6. Ngasih kejutan
Bisa dengan tiba-tiba muncul di depan rumahnya kaya kuntilanak setelah sekian lama g ketemu. Lalu . . . lalu . . . yang penting ngasih kejutan

7. Ngomong ke orang tuanya
Hampir lupa nih yang penting. Kalo ada pacar itu jagan sembunyi dari orang tuanya pacar. Bisa dianggap g bertanggung jawab ntar. Kalo bisa secepat mungkin mengenalkan diri dan mengakrabkan diri dengan orang tua pacar, lumayan kalo udah dekat bisa numpang makan gratis

8. Nulis diary
Ini rahasia sih, tapi saya jadi sering nulis diary kalo ada pacar. Kayanya banyak aja yang bisa dikenang dalam sehari kalo ada pacar. Apalagi ngabisin waktu sama pacar, duh bisa muntah pelangi jadinya, unicorn aja lewat . . .

9. Bikin pacar jadi ngerasa orang yang paling spesial sedunia
G tau persis gimana caranya, mungkin bisa dimulai dengan mendengarkan pacar, nemenin pacar borong belanja, bantu pacar kalo lagi ada masalah. Apa aja yang penting bikin pacar nyadar kalo dia adalah orang yang sangan spesial sedunia bagi saya.

10. Lamaran
The ultimate super ultra killer move !! Saya pacaran g mau main-main, walaupun sekarang belum begitu siap untuk nikah, tapi selalu aja pengen, kalo pacaran pengen ampe nikah. Begitu siap pengen deh rasanya langsung lamar pacar secepat mungkin, karena nikah itu lebih keren dan seru dari sekedar pacaran


Woohooo, kelar juga list nya. Hahahaha, padahal gaya bahasa dan penulisan hancur semua tapi g apa. Mumpung lagi stress dan ada ide juga. Maaf untuk yang baca kalo postingan ini g lucu, garing, biasa aja, sok romantis, dsb dsb dsb. Sorry but I don't give a damn on what you say, don't like it you can always find other interesting thing to read, feel free to do so :)


Maju terus Blogger Palanta !!


Ciaosz !!

Random thought on a new idea

I've lot of ideas which i keep in my secret diary (don't ask where) and there is this thing i really want to realize as soon as possible. It just a website with information about university life, how is it look like, what the new student need to prepare, and perhaps let the alumni reminesence their old long forgotten memory.

It's not that far in the future i hope, i am setting the template and collecting the content. Once i have a bit time in my lovely hectic working life I'll give it a go.

Continuing with the site, it will be in english (I am sorry for my fellow indonesian), although the main reason for me to create the site is to help my fellow indonesian student who wanted to start their early university life, I also want to make the information as general and as highly accessible to other people as well. In another point of view, it might reduce the presence of this site in my own beloved country. I don't really mind, it is the time for we, Indonesian, to move from our comfort zone, especially student. LIttle bit of english won't hurt and I promise I'll write as best as i could, as simple as possible.

Till then, Ciaosz
ps: For further info you might want to follow me in twitter, i am more than just active there ;) 

between red robe and flying hat everywhere

It should had been my convocation today. I made mistake and here I am, the photographer. 3 of us, me, rizal, faruq, entered this faculty at the exact same moment yet we graduated differently. I am still here when they wear the glorious red robe of graduates, not only i am the only one from 3 of us, i am the only one from my batch of database student who didn't graduate. I wasn't there in the same row of them.

I was there, in the row of guests, clapping my hand so hard, alone, giving my prayer and support to each of them while they walked to receive their graduation album. I was there, for them, from the beginning till the end.

Now, it's my turn next to be on that stage, wearing glorious red robe. I am fighting alone with my friends hope on my shoulder. I will graduate, wearing glorious red robe, throwing my hat hight into the sky, hopefully not alone.

To all my friends, SCD's cadet, faruq, rizal, gona miss you guys.

I'll catch up soon !!




Ciaosz !!


Thousands of youth, gather.
Thousands of red robe, flutter by the wind.
Thousands of black hat, flying in the sky.
And countless tears, laugh, celebrating the graduation day.
Lies the dreams ahead still far away in the future yet close enough to reach
                                                                                             - End of our time together

teringat rendang

Baru beberapa hari sampai di malaysia, stok rendang yang dibawa dari rumah sudah hampir habis, ckckckck . . . maklum sampe sekarang cita rasa khas rendang dan makanan buatan uwo masih tetap nomer satu.

Ulik-ulik lagi tentang rendang, tiba-tiba saya kepikiran untuk search di google tentang asal muasal rendang, dan menurut hasil pencarian google, banyak orang "ahli" berpendapat tentang asal muasal makanan dahsyat ini. Hal ini disebabkan oleh masuknya rendang menjadi makanan top dunia berdasarkan hasil survey CNNgo beberapa bulan lalu. Banyak sekali artikel dan tulisan mengenai keberhasilan rendang menjadi makanan nomer satu dunia.

Ditilik lebih dalam, sayangnya tak ada seseorang pun yang bisa memberikan kepastian, asal rendang itu dari mana (walaupun mereka setuju bahwa daerah minangkabau menjadi lokasi awal ditemukannya rendang), tetapi kenapa bisa ada rendang di minangkabau ?? Saya merasa penasaran, apakah mungkin makanan ini tiba-tiba saja muncul di pikiran nenek moyang, atau apakah ada dasar masakan yang menjadi asal rendang (rendang sebagai hasil modifikasi makanan lain)?

Menurut saya, rendang kemungkinan besar berasal dari modifikasi gulai dan gulai pun berasal dari modifikasi kari dari india. Nah lho?? Kalau begitu rendang berasal dari India ?? Bukan, rendang menurut saya masih tetap berasal dari Minangkabau, karena merekalah yang berinisiatif untuk membuat rendang dan melestarikannya.

Bagi orang yang tahu membuat rendang, bumbu dasar rendang amatlah mirip dengan gulai, hanya saja mungkin takaran dan pengolahannya berbeda. Setelah menjadi gulai, dan dimasak lebih lama (hingga kuah semakin mengental) maka terciptalah kalio, kalio dimasak dan di aduk beberapa jam lagi sampai dalam istilah saya menjadi hangus, itulah yang kita sebut rendang. (ini sedikit berbeda dengan teori gulai setengah matangnya Dolce)

Rendang sendiripun banyak modifikasinya, saking terkenalnya makanan ini dan juga kebiasaan merantau orang minang, rendang juga dapat ditemukan di beberapa daerah lain yang telah memiliki cita rasa yang disesuaikan. Mengenai rendang di malaysia, ada satu artikel yang berisi tentang Chef Wan (ahli kuliner malaysia) yang bilang kalau rendang di Malaysia itu basah dan tidak berminyak, sedangkan di Indonesia itu kering dan banyak minyaknya . . hmm.....

Menurut saya hal ini tidak sepenuhnya benar, rendang Malaysia bagi saya orang Minang, masih belum bisa dijadikan atau disebut rendang, kami menyebutnya kalio, dan jika Chef Wan memnyebutkan bahwa rendang malaysia tidak berminyak karena dimasak lebih dari 4 jam, lalu kenapa rendang yang saya buat bersama uwo dan pengolahan yang memakan waktu dari pagi hingga sore (4jam lebih) itu tetap saja berminyak ?? Aneh lah Chef Wan ini (sekali lagi saya sedikit ragu ini adalah komentar asli Chef Wan, ada kemungkinan salah penafsiran dan penulisan oleh jurnalis bersangkutan).

Menurut saya sendiri rendang Malaysia juga cukup berminyak, tetapi minyak tersebut masih menyatu dengan "dedak rendang" yang belum kering, sedangkan rendang yang saya buat minyak akan mengendap dan terpisah dari dedak rendang (tentu saja menurut saya campuran dedak rendang dan minyak ini lebih nikmat jika dibandingkan dengan dedaknya saja). Tetapi, agar rendang dapat disimpan lebih lama biasanya minyak akan ditiriskan dan dipisahkan dari rendang. Rendang yang saat ini saya bawa pun begitu. Sebelum di bungkus, minyaknya ditiriskan dulu, hingga rendang tersebut terkesan kering.


Fiuhh . . . panjang juga omong-omong tentang rendang, ya sudahlah udah dibikin mo gimana lagi.
Selamat makan rendang semua,

Ciasoz!!


*uwo = nenek / grandma

last minute post of 2011

I will try to make this post done and published at 23:59 GMT+8

Well read Doria's Blog and i suddenly want to write about my own 2011

I've 150 post on my blog, 130 published, 20 draft *ok enough the crap :P

I organized an international scale youth conference. Finally, a logo i designed was published and used, for one whole semester i made my own food. My Mac motherboard burned. My brother visited me. Met and made new friends and increased my list of countries contacts (Egypt, Philippine, Tunisia, South Korea, Vietnam, Macau, German, Netherlands, Sri Lanka, India, Pakistan, Japan, China, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Cambodia, France, Puerto Rico, Mongolia, Kyrgyzstan, well and more). Almost became victim of car accident. I swim again and had my new pair of goggles. Got boxers as gift that made me look like patrick. Explored Malaka. Gained 10Kg when new semester started and lost 8Kg 2 weeks after that. Read and owned biography of Muhammad Hatta and idolized him even more. Had my own carrier bag. My first premier of Gundam Unicorn episode 4. First WordCamp. First live music. Owned management and marketing skills. Enhanced my understanding about an organization and branding. Finally reached an agreement to build a company that me and my friend planned since 2008.

Well, i have no idea what should i write next :P Most probably because i just copy the idea of Doria and paste it :P Well i don't care it just my own reflection.

Few things i didn't achieved and didn't proud of:
Graduated on time. Failed in some subjects. My room was messy most of the time. Lost my money, created my financial bleeding. Need to wear spectacles.Visit only 4 out of 6 cities which i planned. No paper published. No apps created. Not reaching my 100k lines of code. And still not a better muslim, body, mind and soul.

Next what i might become on 2012:

Have my 2 apps ready, work, and profitable. 2 fully functional systems. 6 Website designs (including 6 logo). 2 papers. 6 cities. My tutorial published on tutsplus. Own and fully operational company. Thailand, Cambodia, Vietnam, Macau, Hong Kong, Taiwan. Part time job. Become intern. Have my own income. My personal website. Constant update and post on blog/website. Reserve RM 500/month. 1000 followers. Taller by 10cm. Minimum average grade is B+ and CGPA 3.7 and become a better muslim, mind, body and soul !!


Well i think that is all :)

Ciaoszz 2011, welcome 2012 !!

The fireworks started !!!!!!

post from my hideout

I am hiding in my room like usual these few days. I have usual problem, yeah usual :p


I was on hiatus until today. I checked my old twitter account. I didn't know why that time i made a new twit account i didn't check my old one and change it instead of creating a new one. Today I realized it while i was trying to deactivate my old twitt account, how foolish i am =.=


Never mind, anyway my official twitter account is the one beside this blog.


I also annoyed by my laptop keyboard. Few days ago i spilled some water on it, i took any possible way to clean it. Yeah nothing happened until the next day, my keyboard went crazy. It keep typing automatically and i really pissed of. I was thinking to buy a new keyboard, it wouldn't be convenience when i need to bring along my laptop while i travel but yeah . . . i can use my new keyboard to play games :P, yet . . . I have no money, so this thing should wait.


Anyway i will become a guide in singapore for my friends who will have their holiday there. I hope they can come to my university because there will international festival in my uni, and i'd love to show them around instead of showing them around singapore.


Anyway there are so many things id love to tell, but my keyboard stoped me


see ya next time


ciaosz!!

Hello world !!

I still awake around this time
Its relaxing and i know it is

The second time i feel like this after a long time
but i think soon i will get used to it again
as it happened before my university life . .


i feel alive, revive or whatever word that can describe it
it like i wake up after a long nap and world already change . .
but here i am ready to break the common sense again . .

fiuhhh . . maybe none of you know what i mean
i don't expect you will understand but just be patience and read this blog
or you might considering reading manga or other blog in my blogroll
no offense . . just a suggestion :D

eee . . how to start it
in university, it seems i am not me and i change a lot a lot a lot
and most of the changes made me look old . . . you know like those people who have wrinkle in their forehead
i known as a "thinker" since i know thinking is nice . . the more correct way to say is . . .  spending your time with just imagination is cool

In university i become a bit calm, not that active, not that proactive
not that hyperactive comparing to my old high school life . . or maybe my primary school time . .
i become a person who like to laid back and defensive . .

not not anymore . . i don't know what kind of idea suddenly just approach me
i feel i need to change . . but i never did . . . till now
it just happened . . and i hope this condition is not temporary . .

so . . who i am now is who i am really is . .
uhhh . . . just say . . i become my old self again with more understanding on most of the thing
now i know how to behave in between . .
balancing my ego to conquer and feeling of other
i know how to manage each and every of my weakness
i gain more interest in my imagination
i get extra passion toward what i am doing
and i am addicted to study . . huh . . not that big but yeah
i feel it

still not sure why . . maybe because of this time ??
ahhh whatever . . . the thing is . . i am back to the world . .
it maybe change to something i don't know
but for me now, it is nothing . . . i come, i prepare, and i know i will win this battle . .

yeahh !!

I still want to be a "good friend"

Dari dulu aku g pernah bisa memahami diri sendiri
Paham sih paham tapi kadang ada aja yang bikin ragu
Seperti dalam minggu ini terutama hari ini

Udah seminggu nongkrong di CICT, berusaha ngerjain projek dan tugas kuliah yang numpuk dan juga disebabkan Mac kesayangan ngadat gak bisa diidupin T.T
Pindah ke CICT awalnya sih g menyenangkan, sendirian, sampe si Faye gabung karena ada masalah sama laptopnya juga :P Karena kita bedua mac-lover dan seringnya nyambung kalo ngomong ngerjain project di CICT jadi seru

Awalnya sih biasa aja tapi baru nyadar ternyata aku jadi lebih produktif kalo ada teman yang "ngejagain" di sebelah, yang bisa bilang kalo aku itu kerjanya baca manga ato main fesbuk :D hehehehe
Asiknya ada teman juga sih bisa tukar pikiran, bisa salling membantu. Si Faye ngerjain desain restorannya, terus kadang aku kalo lagi suntuk bantuin dikit-dikit, seringnya sih kasih kritikan ini itu :P

Hari ini yang bikin beda dikit. Hari ini dia presentasi dan model 3d nya belom kelar, belom di render poster presentasi belom kelar. Dia minta bantuan aku untuk nge-render ini itu, edit ini itu. Sebagai teman sih bantuin aja . . padahal projek sendiri aja belom kelar-kelar =.=
Tapi itulah . . karena teman . . akhirnya modelnya dia kelar tepat waktu, persis waktu CICT mo tutup jam 6 sore.

Kita lalu ke Meranti, makan sekalian mo ngeprint tuh model. Sayangnya tempat ngeprint tutup and at that moment when i couldn't do anything to help her. Saat aku kerja keras kita itu nyaris gagal, saat aku ngelihat seorang teman kesusahan, saat aku melihat hampir saja hidupnya hancur, saat dia nyaris jatuh, aku ngerasa g beguna. Aku g bisa ngapa-ngapain. Ga ada satu orang pun yang bisa diminta tolong.

Kita bedua nyaris sama, berusaha gak bergantung dengan orang lain. Gak mau ngutang budi. Makanya kerasa banget gimana perasaan dia, karena aku pun sering kaya gitu . . . di waktu yang sangat penting sering aja "teman" itu tidak ada . . .

Hari ini begitu berharga karena hari ini mengajarkanku dan mengingatkanku akan apa yang kuinginkan. Dari dulu dan sekarang sepertinya gak berubah "I only want to be a good friend". Jadi seseorang yang bisa bantu orang lain, yang bisa meringankan beban orang lain, jadi orang yang gak menyusahkan orang lain, jadi orang yang bisa buat orang lain senyum, jadi teman yang baik. Menjadi seorang teman.

Thank you - year 1 part 1

It was yesterday we had our last EBM for this term
284 days as Shieh Lin count, the amount of days we spend as a team as EB 2010/2011 in AIESEC LC UTM.

It was intense learning experience as an EB. There are many things I learn as a person, as a team member, as a leader, as an AIESECer. I might hate and scare of commitment but it is somehow build me to be a stronger person. Zhang, our LCP, told us to say "thank you" and praise our EB team, either personally or as a whole team.

It touch my heart very deep.
I remember almost everything like a flashback to the beginning of my journey in AIESEC, in this LC. The day I saw their booth in FAB parking lot at night with Faruq. When I just passed by and don't even care to sign up their application form.

I've no interest at all except with word "exchange". I thought it was a student exchange where I can study and take one or two semester in another country. It wasn't. Faruq went to their so called, MIA - Malam Interaksi AIESEC, a kind of introduction night to the organization. I still remember what Faruq said that they provide food :P

I think not till August or September I met the first AIESE member, which called themselves AIESECers, named Kar Teck. Faruq introduced me to him. After all of his explanation I think i should try the chances and join the 1st AIESEC gathering ever in my life, just to found out that it was a CD (Chief Delegates) election (or was it Doria presentation ??). There are 4 people apply for the position, Aik Long, faye, wei jun, raphael. Ah ya, that time I didn't know what is CD, basically AIESEC in Malaysia has annual conference where all of AIESEC member in Malaysia will gather around and every LC delegation will be lead by the CD.

I stay for a while and said to Kar Teck that I want to join this organization after seeing such performance from the CD delegates and how warm are they to me, the new-unknown-kid. I filled in the "bistro" and later assigned to be member of OGX.

I was scared but filled in with excitement to have my first department meeting. My boss that time was, Eky. He is awesome . . very detail and effective but he still able to laugh with the member. In that department i met with Hong Teik, Loh, Say Voon, Hooi Chie, Zhang, Safura, Kim, Aurel and there are few of them I forget they name, sorry guys. That time I never thought that I will meet again as a team with some of them and spend my amazing 3 years in AIESEC.

I remember the passion OGXers have, still remember that time we are preparing material for OGX promotion and booth. I remember Say Voon and Hooi Chie ( they are the craziest, most cheerful team mate ) always talk talk and talk and release lot of tension inside the department and Loh. The 2 girls were awesome but if you add Loh inside it was excellent. I remember Zhang seems-weird-annoying-look-like face every time we have our department meeting. Remember how Kim and Hong Teik guide me and help me understand department. That Aurel came from Eastern Malaysia or how Safura, which that time is the most prettiest and kind girl that I know, come far away just to attend our department meeting and she was not in same university as us.

OGX was awesome but I want more, I want to know more and learn more and the chance came. Wei Jun as the CD and Faye, Raphael and Aik Long as the ACD ask for volunteer to become CD Team. Without any doubt me and Faruq join. Inside CD team I met new friends, Izzi and Ooi. As CD team all of us need to come out with preparation for GV (Global Village) as part of the conference I told before. We need to design t-shirt and prepare material for the GV performance and come out with the LC square dance.

There were 3 design for the t-shirt, from Faye, Raphael and Reza. We confuse to decide which one to be and Wei Jun finally decide that we need to use all of the design. I really don't care about it because it seems nice in laptop until it came out to production and we need to wear it. Izzi came out with the LC square dance which also another craziness that we accept as the "inexperience newbie". Borrowing KASKUS phrase it will be "nubitol". Hahahahaha . . . it still fun to be anyway :)
Then for the performance during GV we decide it will be a role play which related to Romania culture, something related to Dracula :P
Faruq make presentation about romania and I just help to prepare some properties for the role play, a bow gun, a sword and a stake.


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whoaaa . . really long post . .
I hope whoever read this won't get bored :P
Yeah the first year always interesting so there will be another post to cover the whole 1st year experience in AIESEC :)

Till then . . i hope i can finish my assignments, projects and my problem and finish this semester with good result . . ciaoz.... :D

It has been few weeks since my last post
Thousands story i want to tell yet it always like that . .
In the end I stop writing the stories I have

Just want to say Hi to this old blog . . kinda miss the time when I can spend the day just to write a post here . . .

Will write again soon :)

I WANT IT REALLY BAD

itu kata-kata yang dikutip faruq dari buku REWORK
tau dah karangan siapa . . belom sempat baca juga

tapi bener kok
kalo kita pengen sesuatu "really bad"
apapun pasti dilakukan biar bisa mendapatkan apa yang kita pengen
hmmm . . . .

and i want my dream come true really bad
pengen lulus bareng-bareng teman-teman yang lain
pengen lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan
pengen punya banyak teman
pengen punya skill yang memadai di database, web design dan juga programming
pengen dapat nilai bagus semester ini

apapun rintangannya harus dihadapi

saya merasa mau mati - tapi mentari bersinar terlalu terang

maunya sih gitu
lagi stress . . g bisa tidur
duh duh . . karena skripsi

sem ini sepertinya akan hancur-hancuran
tapi ini karena kesalahan saya sendiri

barusan baca blog nya faruq
ahahaha ada-ada aja nih si ex-rumet

anyway yang dia bilang benar . . dan postingan sebelumnya juga benar
anak ini benar-benar punya kemampuan jenius dalam hal "ngomong"
g tau apa bisa menyamai kejeniusan dia suatu saat nanti

hari ini saya mau ngaku satu hal
saya cinta seseorang . . udah itu aja
saya lebih memberikan tekanan kepada "cinta" dari pada "seseorang"
karena tiap orang memiliki keunikan tersendiri dan bisa dicintai

yang penting saya ngaku . . saya cinta
udah itu aja . . .

ahahah
semoga saja skripsi dan mata kuliah sem ini juga mencintai saya
yang namanya cinta itu indah ya . . .
dalam bentuk apapun . . . untuk apapun . .

there something weird about this test

yeah, i didn't upload my special edition of wallpaper this time

i suppose to come with the 4th edition of my special edition wallpaper

i always made it before my exam

anyway . . (i don't wanna think about it)

i seldom write anything in this blog

i wonder wether i want to change the layout or completely change the content type and writing style or maybe change this blog to another home . . .

today is the first day of my test : japanese language . . and my private tutor went back to japan few days ago . . so sad . . . especially saw her face before she went into departure area in changi.

something was correct from my conversation with carthegian, traveling with younger girl is like baby sit her . . . ahahhah just kidding :D

hmm . . i can't write that much for this time . . . just wish me luck for the test . .

and another tests which will come soon ~.~

god, spare me please . . .

an iMac in my university

Now I type this blog in computer center in my university

Using a brand new iMac without iWork on it

quite weird because it has Office

I just don't know why people in computer center keep this old fashion of using computer

sighh . . . . .

Uhmmm I plan on using this iMac to brand new level in my term as "IM guy"

ahahahhaha

really hope these people here can cooperate with me :D

anyway . . . i really hope i can fully use this opportunity XD

Working for hobby

These few days i had my own dilemma

My current mood is holiday but somehow holiday come not as fast as i predict, nah . . now i and holiday already synchronize :D

Since few months ago, december 2009, i started to think wether photography should be part of my life or not. I see a slight chance there but, here come the problem, i don't have camera.

Ouh yeah, a photographer without a camera, how nice . . .

I like photography especially because I like it, i like to take photograph compare than my photo taken by other, especially if I don't have a mood. I also like photography because I never good enough in drawing, I want to capture the moment that inspire my life and share it with other.

I asked my dad to buy one for me, I realize I am old enough to get birthday present, not in my current family finance situation. My last birthday gift is a handphone, 5 years ago, but someone took it last year . . . you can read my anger here

I want to ear more money that what i get now, saving is not a good option. It is not good enough, I want to try playing stock and forex but failed (haven't try it again and why those forex companies didn't give support except to windows >.<), I want to become a good web designer still no chance, part time (another difficult option in my position), i want extra money . . . that is my dilemma

Bikin meey marah

Nah kan...

I don't know what had happened to me

But why suddenly 3 posts at one day ?? Weird, isn't it ?

Yang jelas kali ini ngepost gara-gara ngebikin meey sebal

Duh duh.. maaf yah...

Jadi si meey minta tolong buka email nya dia terus ngedownload attachment...

So dibantuin deh.. as you know that i am very curious person, i actually just scroll down her email

Sekedar diliatin gitu tuh email... eh eh dia marah deh.. duh duh.. meey maaf yah...

Gomenasai.... maaf deh...

2nd movie marathon

WHoaaaa....

It was amazing for me.... at least in my own perspective...

The 2nd movie marathon in my life... and this time was.. really .. really awesome

24th December, my friend asked me to watch movie together since the previous plan to watch "Avatar" failed.

Me, Reza "Carthe", and Faye "My Boss" went out from our university late enough actually (movie schedule was 18:30 and we arrived at the buss stop 17:20). So glad that the bus just came few minutes after we arrived. Suppose that day was jam, you know... office closing hour and it was christmas eve.

Just after we jumped out from the bus, we directly ran to the cinema, bought 2 tickets each we didn't manage to catch the movie on time, the first one was Avatar.

Absolutely amazing movie, soooooo nice....

2nd was "Sherlock Holmes", quite disappointed at first time but.. satisfied at the end

ahahhahahahhahha....

It was 00:30 25th December and there was no bus...

My stupid idea was to watch another movie then

ahahhahaha but they didn't have any more money... ok fine.. i paid for them..

I am such a nice guy :D

Few minutes of debating we decided to picked "Alvin and Chipmunks" hopefully we can laugh because of this movie.. that was my other friends thought.

Felt sleepy at 03:45 we didn't know what should we do next, walking till arrive in 24hours Mc'D or just went straight to University, :D

We took a cab to DangaBay there was a 24 hours restaurant there...

Met with uhmm..."P" which seems try to attract as many man as possible, we ordered strawberry shake..... hoahmm... really-really sleepy.. faye already dreamed.. I met with "someone that i promised i will never reveal the name" and other friends.. they asked to join them but i answer.. "can we go back together...", "sure"

Our energy went back to our body.. because no need to spend the time till we found the first bus or take another cab.

Went back to U and arrived in my room, i opened the door and realize.. i alone now....

YEAHHHHH!!! :D

My roommate uhmm.. ex one... had moved to another dormitory...

ahahhaah something i shouldn't happy bout that actually.... yeah.. i am not that happy...

I slept... and not try to think where i need to move my life after this....

in a new semester - just before new year

What i done today is because what had happened yesterday

Begitulah.. semangat yang ku punya hari ini di sem baru yang mepet ini karena liburan kemaren yang amat sangat berkesan.

Jalan-jalan ke Jogjakarta dan Bandung, ketemu teman-teman membuka hatiku yang udah lama banget g ketemu mereka. Semangat mereka menjalani kuliah dengan tawa dan alasan masing-masing menginspirasi ku begitu indahnya sehingga aku punya semangat baru untuk memulai sem ini.

Mungkin mereka g sadar berapa besar pengaruh mereka dalam hidupku di semester ini.. but... it was priceless dan emang g ada duanya.. thanks for all people that met me in my journey.

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Sem ini sebenarnya mepet banget dengan tahun baru.. yah karena sem ini dimulai 2 minggu sebelum tahun baru.. nanggung banget kan ??

Beberapa resolusi yang akan terus berlanjut di tahun baru adalah postingan yang bakal kebagi dua. Cukup dua.. dari segi bahasa.. dan mungkin bakal lebih sering posting pakai bahasa indonesia, karena lagi homesick mungkin.. ahahhaha

Resolusi lainnya.. belum kepikiran sih.. tapi mungkin layout baru...

Ah iya,, mo ngasih tau apa aja yang terjadi di awal sem ini dan kedepannya..

Sem ini udah makin fokus dengan jurusan database dan juga ngambil "psikologi industri" dan "japanese language" untuk japanese language sepertinya agak telat ngambilnya baru sem ini, harusnya dari sem satu aja ambil.. biar bisa sampai japanese 4 ntar...

Yah setidaknya tetap g terlambat dan tetap lebih bagus dari pada hanya sekdar tidur di kamar dengan sks yang cuma 14

Sem ini juga lagi bimbang, rumet udah bisa dibilang pindah ntar awal tahun ke asrama lain..

pengen sih sebenarnya single room cuma jauh banget.. dan kesibukan bermain DoTA sekarang malah bikin malas pindah.. step out from the comfort zone is really difficult.

Ya sem ini ada satu kalimat baru dalam hidupku "DoTA yuk!!"

Karena diracun lagi waktu di Jogja dan Bandung.. setelah lama absen main DoTA akhirn ya sekarang main lagi.. ternyata cukup banyak perubahan dan update yang terjadi setelah beberapa tahun g main.

DoTA dan postingan udah siap dibicarain.. ah iya.. mo fokus ke project berikutnya nih..

"HandMade Design" segera online... dan semua project yang under construction nih

Hari sabtu bakal jadi photographer freelance dan minggu nya ikutan lomba masak yang diadain oleh PPI - UTM. Aneh kan ikut lomba masak padahal lomba lain masih banyak, basket, badminton, voli dsb dsb.. tapi aku malah mutusin tuk ikut lomba masak, mungkin karena udah kangen berat buat masak kali yah...

Sem ini bakal banyak waktu luang dan semoga bisa dimanfaatkan...

See you next post, hopefully not till next year, Ja

Kaleidoscope in a weird time

If that mirror can see the future, maybe i want it

shou - 3 november 2009

Sem ini bosan.. sangat...

banyak masalah dan benar-benar serius

dan sem ini sepi

I am tired this sem, very. . .

my soul and body need to refreshed . . .

Paniang kini ko ha . . .

ndak tantu ka manga lai . . .

Semuanya sudah berlalu . . .

but there is future . . .

muak den

postingan ini ditulis without any pangana

muak den . . . hanya ingin melepas . . . all of this stress

capek . . . latiah . . . tired

ingin melepaskan jo lupo but can't . . .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

confuse... again.. after confused..

why most of the things that take my interest must happened at almost the same time??

last time it just :

trip to tokyo -- home -- bandung -- kedah (MyLDS 09)

trip to tokyo : my faculty organize this trip. 1 week in tokyo and it subsidize by university.

home: quite miss this place. i plan to take trip to the place around my home where i never came before, like sikuai island, tanah datar, para gliding in maninjau lake, or maybe just swimming in batang tabit everyday.

bandung : just wanna meet my friend and celebrate my lovely sis birthday. i plan the trip not only to bandung but also to jogja with my friend (and maybe bali, since my friend also wanna go there)

kedah / MyLDS 09 : this is about AIESEC in Malaysia activity. I wanna meet my friend that i met in the same event last year. I miss them since it is quite hard for me to meet each of them.

really miss those pals..

and just few hours ago i still maintained my emotion. I will stick to the plan and exclude tokyo from my list.

I read some new brochure in my faculty and shocked...

NEW TRIP :

Bangkok / Thailand -- Hongkong -- Bandung -- Jogja

ahhhhh more complicated... since the price is cheap...

and i miss vivian in hongkong...

thailand sure a new thing for me..

really confuse..