I faced several problems, exactly a year ago, where i wrote it in this blog.
I almost cried knowing that the same problem appear again, i want to say i can't handle it, i planed to gave up and start a new chapter, throwing everything into trash bin and really pick up a brand new life. Not as simple as that huh ?!
Responsibility, an exact word to describe the reason it is not that simple.
However, a voice from deep in my heart told me to keep moving, keep going, don't give up, bare with it, don't give up. A strange voice which i never heard as strong as this. It just keep popping out and i can listen clearly. It always say, don't give up, keep moving, bare with it.
What i scare is people opinion and responsibility i bare, to my parents especially.
I scare i will become "no one", but it just strange because how can i fail when i still in the process ?
How can i ever think to give up when the result haven't come ? When there is time to repair everything ?
And when i think over and over and over again, the sound become louder and clearer. Don't give up, keep trying, move on, bare with it, don't give up !!
That is what i will do, i will never give up, i will keep trying, i will move on, i will bare everything, i will not give up and never give up !! One step at a time, one problem to solve at one time, step by step, it can be done.
Don't give up, keep trying, move on, bare with it, don't give up!!
