I still awake around this time
Its relaxing and i know it is
The second time i feel like this after a long time
but i think soon i will get used to it again
as it happened before my university life . .
i feel alive, revive or whatever word that can describe it
it like i wake up after a long nap and world already change . .
but here i am ready to break the common sense again . .
fiuhhh . . maybe none of you know what i mean
i don't expect you will understand but just be patience and read this blog
or you might considering reading manga or other blog in my blogroll
no offense . . just a suggestion :D
eee . . how to start it
in university, it seems i am not me and i change a lot a lot a lot
and most of the changes made me look old . . . you know like those people who have wrinkle in their forehead
i known as a "thinker" since i know thinking is nice . . the more correct way to say is . . . spending your time with just imagination is cool
In university i become a bit calm, not that active, not that proactive
not that hyperactive comparing to my old high school life . . or maybe my primary school time . .
i become a person who like to laid back and defensive . .
not not anymore . . i don't know what kind of idea suddenly just approach me
i feel i need to change . . but i never did . . . till now
it just happened . . and i hope this condition is not temporary . .
so . . who i am now is who i am really is . .
uhhh . . . just say . . i become my old self again with more understanding on most of the thing
now i know how to behave in between . .
balancing my ego to conquer and feeling of other
i know how to manage each and every of my weakness
i gain more interest in my imagination
i get extra passion toward what i am doing
and i am addicted to study . . huh . . not that big but yeah
i feel it
still not sure why . . maybe because of this time ??
ahhh whatever . . . the thing is . . i am back to the world . .
it maybe change to something i don't know
but for me now, it is nothing . . . i come, i prepare, and i know i will win this battle . .
yeahh !!
