My current mood is holiday but somehow holiday come not as fast as i predict, nah . . now i and holiday already synchronize :D
Since few months ago, december 2009, i started to think wether photography should be part of my life or not. I see a slight chance there but, here come the problem, i don't have camera.
Ouh yeah, a photographer without a camera, how nice . . .
I like photography especially because I like it, i like to take photograph compare than my photo taken by other, especially if I don't have a mood. I also like photography because I never good enough in drawing, I want to capture the moment that inspire my life and share it with other.
I asked my dad to buy one for me, I realize I am old enough to get birthday present, not in my current family finance situation. My last birthday gift is a handphone, 5 years ago, but someone took it last year . . . you can read my anger here
I want to ear more money that what i get now, saving is not a good option. It is not good enough, I want to try playing stock and forex but failed (haven't try it again and why those forex companies didn't give support except to windows >.<), I want to become a good web designer still no chance, part time (another difficult option in my position), i want extra money . . . that is my dilemma
