tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73816349487715710662012-01-08T11:31:14.388+08:00Gie berceritaA story living in real life . . .sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.comBlogger1331100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-4192830001402569082012-01-08T01:41:00.000+08:002012-01-08T01:41:23.877+08:00A fairy taleWhen the story you ever read or heard was actually denied by people you know and they try so hard to bring you back to the "real world" to get your sense back.
I kinda sad. I am not sure which one is wrong, me or other people, in this kind of matter.
I talked about how i couldn't stand university life. It just doesn't suit me. I want to start my own business, just go into the war. Then most of sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-24345493568474190622012-01-02T19:23:00.000+08:002012-01-02T19:23:24.012+08:00I am sorry Miss Shazwani
I love english, since i know this really weird language called english.This sem i take one of the elective subject for english which is "Writing for specific purpose". My lecturers's is Miss Shazwani and this post is dedicated for her.
I should have done my task in My-Line, a special e-learning portal to learn english in my university, but i didn't.
The task is simple, participate in 3 forumsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-22743407650801382022012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:002012-01-01T00:00:01.033+08:00last minute post of 2011I will try to make this post done and published at 23:59 GMT+8Well read Doria's Blog and i suddenly want to write about my own 2011
I've 150 post on my blog, 130 published, 20 draft *ok enough the crap :P
I organized an international scale youth conference. Finally, a logo i designed was published and used, for one whole semester i made my own food. My Mac motherboard burned. My brother visitedsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-67684897988073942972011-12-26T01:51:00.000+08:002011-12-26T01:51:00.260+08:00Salam kenal PALANTAHari ini suntuk, deadline projek hari selasa, plus assignment yang tiba-tiba menggunung.
Celingak celinguk iseng ngunjungin blog teman-teman lama. Akhirnya nyangkut di blognya Fhia. Kebetulan ada postingan 4 tahun PALANTA. Jadi keingat seorang teman lagi yang udah dari dulu aktif di PALANTA :)
Well, karena suntuk g tau mo ngapain, tercetus lah ide pengen gabung ke PALANTA. Entah disebabkan sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-27573166815257111852011-12-24T19:48:00.001+08:002011-12-24T19:48:50.849+08:00hacked and worrySomeone got hacked =.=Nothing in particular, it just that is the tittle of a blog that i follow. Well, I don't really care bout it, yet it was my dream to be a hacker, quite some time ago in the past. It was an awesome job, at least that what i imagined, where you can be anywhere in any part of the world, hack this and there, just for fun nothing to worry.
Few years in university and everythingsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-88600457842761660662011-12-24T01:21:00.002+08:002011-12-24T01:22:55.705+08:00education vs learning IMHO
The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education- Albert Einstein
Well, I agree with what he said. In term on understanding, I just achieve a new level of understanding of this quote few hours ago.
This was because I am stuck, here in my room. I stuck with the same subject that made me stuck for this university life a year ago. I just can't understand how it works. Some people sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-82295121825824750102011-12-12T13:03:00.001+08:002011-12-12T13:32:47.922+08:00life templateDo you ever wonder why your life sometimes is pretty damn difficult. There are lot of problem you face and you don't have enough time to handle everything. Well you tried to do it really bad and end up just before deadline and realize "ouch, this seems similar with my previous problem". You are coming to right place dude. Introducing the new solution for your repetitious problem "LIFE TEMPLATE" !sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-37568907278999707622011-12-07T01:30:00.001+08:002011-12-07T01:43:12.828+08:00turning back time a year to rememberI faced several problems, exactly a year ago, where i wrote it in this blog.
I almost cried knowing that the same problem appear again, i want to say i can't handle it, i planed to gave up and start a new chapter, throwing everything into trash bin and really pick up a brand new life. Not as simple as that huh ?!
Responsibility, an exact word to describe the reason it is not that simple.
sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-12962755220823014532011-11-30T16:23:00.001+08:002011-11-30T16:41:58.976+08:00post from my hideoutI am hiding in my room like usual these few days. I have usual problem, yeah usual :p
I was on hiatus until today. I checked my old twitter account. I didn't know why that time i made a new twit account i didn't check my old one and change it instead of creating a new one. Today I realized it while i was trying to deactivate my old twitt account, how foolish i am =.=
Never mind, anyway my sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-80315908166773494602011-11-24T15:41:00.001+08:002011-11-24T15:46:23.766+08:00hiatusI know it kind of sudden, just few months (or weeks) i decided to write regularly for this blog. However, due to some conflict with my pack schedule for projects and unfinished PSM *oh nooo T.T
I think i will announce that i will go for hiatus hehehehe . . .
I really need time for myself now, at least for my academic life =.=
If you care you can always follow me on twitter.
Till then . . .
sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-87469403158870467322011-11-14T00:06:00.001+08:002011-11-14T00:48:36.735+08:00opt out from facebook - a distractionToday is the 4rth time I opt out from facebook, I just deactivate my account.
Facebook as the biggest happening out there is very distracting, at least for me. Their "privacy concern" and how they manage user data make me uneasy (since I have a little phobia about privacy over internet).
I need to admit I am facebook die hard fan, with facebook is the first thing i open when i use my browser, sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-30535027160131298942011-10-31T23:34:00.002+08:002011-10-31T23:34:55.484+08:00never try to give up2 days ago I finished the first part of Bung Hatta autobiography
yesterday I finished the second one
and today i found a huge rock blocked my way
Some people say life is easy, let it flow, take it easy. Other people say, life is freaking difficult.
In one way or another I think these two opinion is correct. Life is easy yet sometimes it is difficult.
Today is example of difficult part ofsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-28135063925854300922011-10-29T00:38:00.001+08:002011-10-29T00:38:58.070+08:00what i never get in IndonesiaI think this post is kinda late, should've done this earlier like long long time ago when i
experience so many new things here in UTM, here in Malaysia.
Indonesia is a rich country. Rich in their natural resources and culture *and cute girls ;)
Talking about Indonesian culture I lable it as internal diversity. With more than 17000 island,
33 provinces, inhabitant with around hundreds tribe sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-68991364739329848952011-10-28T19:40:00.000+08:002011-10-28T19:46:21.609+08:0028 oktober untuk sumpah pemudaMengenang sumpah pemuda 28 oktober 1928 - 28 oktober 2011
If it is a book then let it be AL-Qur'an and tambo.
if it is an idol then it will be My prophet then my dad and Mohammad Hatta
These few days i read another chapters of autobiography of Muhammad Hatta. It was during his teenage life.
How he solve the problem and how he handle it, dealing with his daily life.
I am so inspired by how he sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-24921641378063090542011-10-27T14:48:00.000+08:002011-10-27T14:48:28.956+08:00walking with "stranger"Today I realized something, a bitter reality.
I always believe I never walk alone because i can still see my friends in the distance yet the same path. Today this idealistic imagination that i treasure being crushed. Those people who walk in the same way with me is just some kind of stranger.
Life is cruel, you can always laugh together but most of the time you will cry alone.
I am not trying sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-2441970306094548302011-10-24T12:59:00.000+08:002011-10-24T13:03:55.171+08:00seeking a nameI've been wondering what should i give myself a name, a brand.
Long time ago when I obsessed with hacking and Japan culture, I created : shou, but after few years it still sit on the corner. I seldom use the name and no one actually care, for them I am still sergio, no matter what.
So in the end, wholeheartedly i use sergioutama, as in my twitter and my facebook.
However, it may not become the sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-34570339140959758902011-10-24T10:51:00.002+08:002011-10-24T13:03:58.720+08:00the updatezyeah back to blogger world after several weeks hibernating again.
A week ago I and some of my friends from AIESEC Malaysia organized a conference, UNLEASH Asia Pacific 2011. The conference was awesome. Me myself learn a lot from the conference. As congress committee of Finance i learn a lot regarding managing finance and creating report. It was intense experience and i realized i love become a sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-7201004735044236802011-07-29T10:58:00.001+08:002011-07-29T11:00:04.773+08:00The second city - Bandung (day 2, 3)tired . . . and bandung weather is damn nice to sleep
it is cold, not that hot compared to JB, but still, it become hotter everyday . . . climate change
coz 5 years ago when i came to this city, i felt chill even in the afternoon
so what happened these 2 days
i just sleep almost for the whole day, still tired from the previous trip
helping with cooking, i try to blend the chili with my own hand sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-15458505533286420902011-07-27T06:41:00.001+08:002011-07-27T10:52:13.060+08:00The second city - Bandung (day1)This post is part of my journey to the Second City - Bandung
This is also part of my personal goal within 6 months, which one of it is : visit and travel to 6 cities
The first city is Malaka, but i didn't have chance to write about it, now since someone tease me told about how nice food in Makasar, and many other conversation between us, i decided to write special blog post everyday, telling my sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-6865251378070941912011-06-12T22:01:00.000+08:002011-06-12T22:01:24.187+08:00things that i miss while i was goneudah berapa bulan lagi g nulis blog ini dan udah berapa bulan mencoba berganti rutinitas dan meninggalkan beberapa hal. akibanya banyak hal hal yang bikin shock
pertamanya sih berusaha menghindar dari masa lalu, terutama kegagalan-kegagalan
soalnya pengen banget ubah fokus dari organisasi ke akademik
selain karena miris liat teman2 udah pada hepi-hepi pada mo lulus aja, ada yang udah wisuda atosergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-55304546855920928592011-04-27T04:52:00.000+08:002011-04-27T04:52:07.807+08:00Hello world !!I still awake around this time
Its relaxing and i know it is
The second time i feel like this after a long time
but i think soon i will get used to it again
as it happened before my university life . .
i feel alive, revive or whatever word that can describe it
it like i wake up after a long nap and world already change . .
but here i am ready to break the common sense again . .
fiuhhh . . sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-28448159819754320832011-04-22T05:27:00.000+08:002011-04-22T05:27:08.939+08:00Something, somehow, it is the moment of life I dreamed ofToday is somehow different. I stay awake again until this time and it's nearly the time for sun to wake up :D
Today, I am full of energy and idea. This is something that I want, but it seldom happen in my life. It is not as often as few years back. When I am the only one spending my time in my room. Creating imaginative friends which accompany me in the dark, in my lonely year, in the darkest sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-80512783316249493652011-04-20T17:27:00.000+08:002011-04-20T17:27:27.385+08:00When I open .arff in CICTSince my mac is always in the state of "almost-dying" or "comatose" :P
I change my workplace to CICT - Center of Information and Computer Technology . .basically it is a computer lab :P
I move to the level 3, which is an open lab for student to acces. However, I made one of iMac there to be my personal iMac . . whuahahahahah *evil laugh
Back to the case, I spend most of my time here in this labsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-76806502210826970132011-04-14T22:03:00.000+08:002011-04-14T22:03:13.525+08:00I still want to be a "good friend"Dari dulu aku g pernah bisa memahami diri sendiri
Paham sih paham tapi kadang ada aja yang bikin ragu
Seperti dalam minggu ini terutama hari ini
Udah seminggu nongkrong di CICT, berusaha ngerjain projek dan tugas kuliah yang numpuk dan juga disebabkan Mac kesayangan ngadat gak bisa diidupin T.T
Pindah ke CICT awalnya sih g menyenangkan, sendirian, sampe si Faye gabung karena ada masalah sama sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-82979337771838250802011-04-11T12:38:00.001+08:002011-04-11T16:20:53.895+08:00Thank you - year 1 part 1It was yesterday we had our last EBM for this term
284 days as Shieh Lin count, the amount of days we spend as a team as EB 2010/2011 in AIESEC LC UTM.
It was intense learning experience as an EB. There are many things I learn as a person, as a team member, as a leader, as an AIESECer. I might hate and scare of commitment but it is somehow build me to be a stronger person. Zhang, our LCP, told sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-20707604154868600722011-03-02T14:59:00.000+08:002011-03-02T14:59:04.084+08:00Off to facebookHi ya!!
It's really been long time that i write in this blog.
It just that I feel better to write in my facebook instead of writing in this old blog
I am sorry my lovely blog :(
It just that because I expect my writing will give more impact and can help other
Whether it motivate them or make other who read my blog laugh or feel inspired.
I found this "so called impact" by using facebook. I sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-26140001597505303502010-12-25T16:21:00.000+08:002010-12-25T16:21:33.426+08:00It has been few weeks since my last post
Thousands story i want to tell yet it always like that . .
In the end I stop writing the stories I have
Just want to say Hi to this old blog . . kinda miss the time when I can spend the day just to write a post here . . .
Will write again soon :)sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-18210289643169215102010-12-04T02:44:00.000+08:002010-12-04T02:44:24.098+08:00Diary 4 desember 2010Khusus hari ini postingan ini bakal jadi diary, seperti 28 maret 2008, buku merah dan juga buku coklat itu dengan cover bonsai phon mangga . . .
Anyway banyak yang mau diceritakan kali ini
I swayed by me feeling almost every time . . . dan beberapa bulan lalu perasaan itu juga gitu
berayun-ayun . . .
Tapi beberapa minggu ini sungguh indah, ikhlas sih karena mungkin diakhirnya I found her . . sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-3503540126494449852010-11-19T18:26:00.001+08:002010-11-19T18:27:31.847+08:00finding love and find a girlI am physically single . . but till now it always : not availableI shut myself to form another kind of relationship with girl . .I preoccupied by a girl on my dream
Tentang cinta . . semakin dipikir semakin rumit, lebih baik jangan ditanya, jangan dipikirkan . . let it flow
Beberapa hari yang lalu sih waktu lebaran Idul Adha pergi main ke rumah Da Um, maunya pergi lebaran malah terjebak hujan . sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-65318109890172967352010-11-01T14:10:00.000+08:002010-11-01T14:10:23.682+08:00Di persimpangan jalan - altered by a bookSemester ini sepertinya adalah persimpangan jalan yang terlambat kutemui. Masalah dan masalah tiba-tiba terakumulasi di semester ini. Dimulai dari semester pendek yang bermasalah . . . lalu diikuti masalah lain ketika menetap selama seminggu di bandung dan lainnya, no more grumbling !
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Dari pada ngomongin masalah yuk kita ngomong "how to solve the problem, to sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-65730977032171270082010-10-25T12:54:00.000+08:002010-10-25T12:54:50.162+08:00I WANT IT REALLY BADitu kata-kata yang dikutip faruq dari buku REWORK
tau dah karangan siapa . . belom sempat baca juga
tapi bener kok
kalo kita pengen sesuatu "really bad"
apapun pasti dilakukan biar bisa mendapatkan apa yang kita pengen
hmmm . . . .
and i want my dream come true really bad
pengen lulus bareng-bareng teman-teman yang lain
pengen lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan
pengen punya banyak teman
pengen sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-15979366619886990552010-10-22T19:12:00.000+08:002010-10-22T19:12:42.706+08:00a sentence from my lectureThis things was happened few days ago.
I, for these few weeks, had been ignoring anything except my final year project . .I really don't have a time to care about others . .
Anyway . . i have english class, where i should made my presentation slide for the presentation dayIt was group assignment though . . . However, i couldn't make it . .
My group mate gave me the complete version of the reportsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-27582335075318723912010-10-18T18:30:00.000+08:002010-10-18T18:30:04.613+08:00saya merasa mau mati - tapi mentari bersinar terlalu terangmaunya sih gitu
lagi stress . . g bisa tidur
duh duh . . karena skripsi
sem ini sepertinya akan hancur-hancuran
tapi ini karena kesalahan saya sendiri
barusan baca blog nya faruq
ahahaha ada-ada aja nih si ex-rumet
anyway yang dia bilang benar . . dan postingan sebelumnya juga benar
anak ini benar-benar punya kemampuan jenius dalam hal "ngomong"
g tau apa bisa menyamai kejeniusan dia suatu sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-66788329421164012352010-10-11T01:11:00.000+08:002010-10-11T01:11:56.302+08:00Wohoo . . . another broken MacDamn . . don't know what to say
My lovely Mac suddenly . .
mati aja kaya gitu . . bete g sih
lagi semangat-semangatnya mo bikin tugas langsung rusak
damn damn damn . . . . .
ntahlah g tau mo ngapain lagi
rasanya pengen berhenti kuliah aja . . . satu tahun atau satu semester . . coba cari duit . . atau apanyalah
hmmmm tapi kalo g ada laptop gimana mo cari duit . . damn damn . . g ada kerjaan apasergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-29118024922297291492010-10-04T11:36:00.001+08:002010-10-09T15:00:26.119+08:00Siap Lebaran - Some eventsHi guys, it might be late but i still want to say Happy Eid Mubarak, Selamat Harai Raya Idul Fitri, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri :)
Yups, i went back to my hometown where i spent most of my time in my only room, rain . . as usual is a good reasons not to do anything. Instead of let myself rotten by doing nothing i thought about thousands of things. Remember that i join an organization in my sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-49395625001349712522010-08-24T13:20:00.000+08:002010-08-24T13:20:54.439+08:00a little touch on my blogI almost die of boredom . . *sad*
Anyway . . i try to reflect back to what happened to me and read my long lost blog . . *dear blog forgive me ^3^ *
So instead of writing a post i decided to change the layout of this blog . . don't have a chance to change and personalize it by myself tough . . not yet
Anyway . . after i read the blog of Neng Idayu again, i become suddenly excited to write and sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-26314344361826023172010-08-04T11:13:00.002+08:002010-08-04T11:29:45.741+08:00I am changeTook around 2 years to realize how much i really change. I mean i never realize how big my mind can blow up the world or blow up my own head :) heheheheI don't know how far this mind will keep grow . . the only things that make this mind stuck on my own head is because i don't have time to write and continuing the ideas.Yesterday few sentences which i believe will never came out 2 years ago sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-32845114790143509232010-07-30T18:42:00.002+08:002010-07-30T18:53:50.698+08:00when i lost a babyKali ini post dengan bahasa indonesia yah :DMenimbang dan mengingat ada seseorang bernama "Neng Idayu" yang teman juga di AIESEC, soalnya dia nulis blog pakai bahasa pasar ala bahasa malaysiaThere will be no offense for anything i write this time, hanya beberapa batu yang mengganjal di hati ini saat aku kehilangan seorang bayiAwal cerita sih sebenarnya kembali ke 2 tahun yang lalu saat aku baru sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-59811545851106292292010-05-12T15:40:00.002+08:002010-05-12T15:51:40.426+08:00deformation leaderi know the title is not fit with what i want to tell herei started my short semester few weeks ago . . and all the hopes and expectations , crushed at the first class . . so sadand my laptop having problem till now which equal to stress for mei put leader in the title because i became (once again) became group leader . . .and i hate iti just can't understand my class mate mind set . . they alwayssergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-3072463625443505482010-04-07T18:47:00.002+08:002010-04-07T18:53:35.287+08:00there something weird about this testyeah, i didn't upload my special edition of wallpaper this timei suppose to come with the 4th edition of my special edition wallpaperi always made it before my examanyway . . (i don't wanna think about it)i seldom write anything in this blogi wonder wether i want to change the layout or completely change the content type and writing style or maybe change this blog to another home . . .today is sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-4393593582642269882010-03-16T10:37:00.002+08:002010-03-16T10:45:33.855+08:00an iMac in my universityNow I type this blog in computer center in my universityUsing a brand new iMac without iWork on itquite weird because it has OfficeI just don't know why people in computer center keep this old fashion of using computersighh . . . . .Uhmmm I plan on using this iMac to brand new level in my term as "IM guy"ahahahhahareally hope these people here can cooperate with me :Danyway . . . i really hope i sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-2874589557687828322010-02-18T16:36:00.002+08:002010-02-18T16:51:20.422+08:00I am relieveYesterday i dropped my mood to "hollow-hearted-depressed-guy"Happy i saw "Meey" face after quite a long time and she influenced me with her bad mood.I must walk anyway . . . then i went back to my old dorm's room . . . I still registered there though. I didn't sleep till 4a.m, thinking on how i can smile like the character i just read in a manga. I relieved to stay in my own empty-messy room . . sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-18712688949373113122010-02-12T17:34:00.002+08:002010-02-12T17:49:51.222+08:00Working for hobbyThese few days i had my own dilemmaMy current mood is holiday but somehow holiday come not as fast as i predict, nah . . now i and holiday already synchronize :DSince few months ago, december 2009, i started to think wether photography should be part of my life or not. I see a slight chance there but, here come the problem, i don't have camera.Ouh yeah, a photographer without a camera, how nice .sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-37501665843418233932010-01-26T16:17:00.003+08:002010-01-26T16:42:57.742+08:00communication of bilateral relationshipquite scientific title for my post today :DAfter enough temptation yesterday :D I want to say congratulate to my friend who accepted in USM for her Ph.D , and i don't forget to congratulate "miss-bilateral-relationship"Ahahahhahaha...Actually this is about my friend who just getting into relationship :)I was guessed before (they were flirting in front of me) , so now.. they announce their sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-65541518758743350092010-01-25T19:18:00.002+08:002010-01-25T19:39:54.262+08:00kick me again :DI should get angry or crying right now :DInstead.. i smile as big as i can and think with my evil-heartless-mindA manifesto made me confuse... how to answer it . . . and that manifesto... force me to ask myself again and again. I finished it by the way.Think the problem end there.. no dear :D3 times.. someone who asked for my help, which i willing to help, didn't appear :DSomeone also ruined my sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-52662970616842649302009-12-31T09:40:00.002+08:002009-12-31T09:50:36.687+08:00freedom which is not suppose to be freeI should post something different.. since i already made a draft of the post that i want to publish today. However.. i got a message in my inbox which i really hate...It is not because of the message it self.. it more to the sender feeling toward me that expressed through the message...The sender (just called "S") really angry to me...Seems that i am liar.. or try to make fool of . . .These few sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-67665040719917023242009-12-27T17:12:00.002+08:002009-12-27T17:17:10.825+08:00Bikin meey marahNah kan...I don't know what had happened to meBut why suddenly 3 posts at one day ?? Weird, isn't it ?Yang jelas kali ini ngepost gara-gara ngebikin meey sebalDuh duh.. maaf yah...Jadi si meey minta tolong buka email nya dia terus ngedownload attachment...So dibantuin deh.. as you know that i am very curious person, i actually just scroll down her emailSekedar diliatin gitu tuh email... eh eh diasergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-27955270665485392972009-12-27T15:52:00.002+08:002009-12-27T16:00:38.479+08:00My famous ex-roommateHell shit...This is very emotional post, after i posted the previous one.Seems my life now have many things to tellSO.. i checked my facebook and found this blog of Syed Syahrul ZariziIt is bout my friend Faruq which i so proud of himAnyway.. this post is just part of my tribute for him because of anything bout himhahahahhahahhave no reasons why i post this kind of things... seems my information sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-14521913676493252602009-12-27T13:33:00.002+08:002009-12-27T14:30:16.398+08:002nd movie marathonWHoaaaa....It was amazing for me.... at least in my own perspective...The 2nd movie marathon in my life... and this time was.. really .. really awesome24th December, my friend asked me to watch movie together since the previous plan to watch "Avatar" failed.Me, Reza "Carthe", and Faye "My Boss" went out from our university late enough actually (movie schedule was 18:30 and we arrived at the buss sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-77399077506152160262009-12-23T15:27:00.002+08:002009-12-23T15:41:00.832+08:00in a new semester - just before new yearWhat i done today is because what had happened yesterdayBegitulah.. semangat yang ku punya hari ini di sem baru yang mepet ini karena liburan kemaren yang amat sangat berkesan.Jalan-jalan ke Jogjakarta dan Bandung, ketemu teman-teman membuka hatiku yang udah lama banget g ketemu mereka. Semangat mereka menjalani kuliah dengan tawa dan alasan masing-masing menginspirasi ku begitu indahnya sehinggasergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-78609532874669882762009-11-03T16:30:00.002+08:002009-11-03T16:40:07.382+08:00Kaleidoscope in a weird timeIf that mirror can see the future, maybe i want it shou - 3 november 2009Sem ini bosan.. sangat...banyak masalah dan benar-benar seriusdan sem ini sepiI am tired this sem, very. . .my soul and body need to refreshed . . .Paniang kini ko ha . . .ndak tantu ka manga lai . . .Semuanya sudah berlalu . . .but there is future . . .muak denpostingan ini ditulis without any panganamuak den . . . hanya sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-78705465363932581762009-10-05T10:30:00.002+08:002009-10-05T10:39:54.959+08:00berdukafeeling sad..my beloved hometown...earthquake...many people...don't know what to say...i pretended to be ok..i knew.. everything ok... my heart told me..at night i thought... and this heart beating faster.. faster...i felt worried.. something else happened...i called... no one answered..i called and called everyday.. anytime i had... i called..i stressed.. depressed.... pretended to "still" be sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-14541293836612039642009-09-22T12:03:00.002+08:002009-09-22T12:20:57.214+08:00one hell week - Tioman Trip part 3fiuhh...yeah this is the last chapter..ahahhaahah quite late to publish it..===============================================So after the camp fire where we succeed buried or OCP :Dahahhahah.. gomen ne...The last day in Tioman was nothing much, we ate - they ate - earlier.. then we wait for stupid very, and after we arrived bus had been waiting for us.I and some of the other OCs sent delegates sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-36030016089387283592009-09-10T21:03:00.002+08:002009-09-10T21:28:43.865+08:00one hell week - Tioman Trip part 2previous post >> Tioman Trip part 1After the bulky village, we felt stress and depress (or maybe just me). And i am not feeling well for the first day. Decided to take some rest i miss lot of fun :)Second day in Tioman. Today we should go for round island trip and snorkeling. There were a boat to bring 20 people and left 18 more people waiting. Some of delegates felt disappointed. Soon there camesergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-90833643147358531092009-09-07T09:21:00.002+08:002009-09-07T09:51:46.808+08:00one hell week - Tioman Trip part 1shouldn't write "hell" as the titlehowever this "hell" has bit taste of "heaven"last week i organized a tour to Tioman Island. I already aware that bad things would happened. The day for the event was not suitable for me. 1-3 September... and it mean i will skip all class for that week. I suppose to reject the over to went there but i couldn't... (in my head it said "yippiieee... i'll have lot ofsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-76092739908380089782009-08-13T11:20:00.002+08:002009-08-13T11:35:26.382+08:00confuse... again.. after confused..why most of the things that take my interest must happened at almost the same time??last time it just :trip to tokyo -- home -- bandung -- kedah (MyLDS 09)trip to tokyo : my faculty organize this trip. 1 week in tokyo and it subsidize by university.home: quite miss this place. i plan to take trip to the place around my home where i never came before, like sikuai island, tanah datar, para gliding sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-26298234744502218502009-08-10T16:05:00.002+08:002009-08-10T16:19:54.079+08:00after the camp..fiuhhh..3 consecutive days didn't sleep...it was worth :Dahahahhahajust finish the GARLIC (GAtheRing and weLcoming Camp) eventfor new indonesian students :D in my university..the camp that took lot of time and energy to prepared..but in the end we can say it a BIG SUCCESS...me and others committee members.. arrived in location since friday..it was rain.. we are depressed "how if tomorrow also sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-53428362870660715962009-08-07T11:31:00.002+08:002009-08-07T12:07:10.048+08:00bye bye... rendra...within this week, some people died...it wasn't because H1N1...they just.. die..first one is "mbah surip"i don't know him... i don't have any kind of relation with him..i only know him from a forum and heard his song : "tak gendong"what i know about him are just that he is and artist, humorist, old-weird-looking-guy..but from his face you'll always see a kind smile...the second one is "rendra"ya..sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-12720548942001196532009-08-06T17:41:00.003+08:002009-08-06T18:01:06.398+08:00second post of the dayyups yups..this is the second post or today..i am so high.... :)uhmmmm but forgot what should i write..ahahhahahahhaok ok ok...do you ever feel hard to find nice place to have a date..???or tell me where is the most favorite place for you to have date??beach?? mall?? lake??how bout if you start to put "library" inside the list..i don't know if this is only my own feeling...but seems there are sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-31808850341454907192009-08-06T14:50:00.002+08:002009-08-06T14:59:00.879+08:00ketagihan bahasa indonesiaahahahahhahahalagi-lagi pakai bahasa indonesia.. :Dg tau kenapa jadi ketagihan ginimungkin karena lebih enak dan lebih leluasa nulis dengan bahasa indonesia yah..berbicara tentang bahasa indonesia..i'd like to say that i love it...karena tadi malam itu ada kelas bahasa mandarindan .... hahahhaaha.. jadi bersyukur banget terlahir sebagai bangsa indonesia, warga negara indonesia yang bisa sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-24966891541760345842009-08-03T20:39:00.002+08:002009-08-03T21:40:19.471+08:00lagi-lagi kehilangan arah..yah lagi-lagi kehilangan arah..blog g pernah diisi.. tugas numpuk.. kamar berantakan..duh duh.. mana kuliah udah mulai masuk minggu ke-5mimpi buruk...stress... duh duh...tadi baru liat blognya bujang tampan dan blog anak dewa, jadi risih sendirikarena blog sendiri g pernah di update...hehehheheheh...betewe nih post bakalan random bangetdan post ini dalam bahasa indonesia tercinta----------------sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-64751429144222564222009-07-20T08:27:00.005+08:002009-07-20T08:52:58.464+08:00i sold my soul...this will be a long post...===================================i felt my life is suck (as usual)but now it seems affect other peopleand they didn't like iti am emo, not competent, lazy, trouble maker..and other bad habits that i have..i know.. please.. i know thatand for the sake of my friend (people who i thought are friends...)i try to repeat the same thing... change myself.. and synchronize my sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-38220889971801537332009-07-10T15:53:00.003+08:002009-07-10T16:01:38.190+08:00quotes... part.1"my boss is not equal to my leader""toward different view, an object is different""there will be no ex-friend, there is only betrayer""i am not liar, just a good actor""life is colorful, and you chose your own""a mirror can't reflect it self""you can't find darkness in this life, except inside yourself""i am hungry...."sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-66436372280583102622009-07-08T20:43:00.004+08:002009-07-08T20:53:54.399+08:00movies marathonyeah....actually i am in a deep bad mood todaybut if i keep this story because of my mood it will not that funi watched 3 consecutive movies in a day..3 movies in a row...it made me bankruptactually it just 2 movies : ice age 3 and transformer 2but my teammates forced me to re-watched ice age againand i ate expensive fish fillet...and using taxi for traveling everyday wasn't wise at allso now i sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-28002177267635422252009-06-30T11:38:00.002+08:002009-06-30T11:48:12.241+08:00song of my lifeyeah.. nice titlethese days my life is very very random, couldn't control myself, my time, what a stupid day.2 days ago, i heard the songs with my friend, since we have same interest it made the process become very fun. my old.. old.. songs inside my playlist that never updated, suddenly those songs made me feel full of energy, a passion, and life.At nite, i tried to hear it again, again, again..sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-65861429578455138602009-06-22T15:35:00.003+08:002009-06-22T15:43:30.768+08:00update!!hahahhahait takes long time to update and post whole things that happened.somehow i find my self become mature(?) sigh.. why should i?few peoples ask me to update my blog, few mean few..i just finished my short semester, what a bore day with nothing to do.trying to recover form 2 week autism now i realize that i am not that good in my lifei found lot of failure every single movements that i made,sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-55486022973280795612009-06-06T17:06:00.000+08:002009-06-06T17:07:54.705+08:00an answerJune 6th, 2009 10:50 I just realized and thought that i alone because i wanted to. Therefore i shouldn't fell sad or guilty. For the smile across the ocean. We may far apart but hopes, dreams, and love connect us. That is true we can't meet each other at the time, however this distance is not a burden. I'd like to say that this is how i can protect you. From this far far away land. I pray for sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-87844532901015552952009-05-12T21:46:00.002+08:002009-05-12T21:51:30.189+08:00GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE....... pleaseplease go away from my life..this time is sucksomeone..ruined my day.....yeah.. it already ruin at the first..but in the end..you know what... my mac. broken...hahahahhahahno sound from it right speaker.....yeah it's not a problem... FOR YOU...for me...i spend all of my money on this laptop..i take care of her..and now it just.. happened.... yeah most of people said that the most important is thesergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-46429400402713612342009-05-08T03:51:00.002+08:002009-05-08T03:55:59.729+08:00i completely lost my mindyeah...i really lost my mind..is that what i said is what i want..i don't know..those conversation drove me mad...i became crazy....aarrrgghhhhhbring me back to reality..i want to quit from my imaginary worldbut i can't.... it's not the time yet...hmmmm...trying to endure this torture...aaaaahhhhhhhhhi am crazy at this time....sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-65039427022490481722009-05-06T12:54:00.001+08:002009-05-06T12:57:23.219+08:00because that sms..just think that my life here is fun and i started to accept all... it come back again and ruin all of my mood.... this time.. same like usual.. as always happened to me... a burden that i should bare... i will never escape from it... something that tied me up.. and where ever i go... whenever the time.. i will never free... it's just a piece of past.. but still follow me till now.. i can't runsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-58220453096716886852009-05-06T12:26:00.002+08:002009-05-06T12:32:58.524+08:00tons of posts... are you ready?yeah....i am absolutely free...after exam and now free....i have lots of post recently but i haven't publish it yet...and i haven't translate it .....maybe it's not in correct order.. but i try to publish them allgotta publish them all.....hahahahhahasergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-31280503498378558792009-04-23T18:31:00.003+08:002009-04-23T18:38:10.295+08:00for "ja" and teacher...i really want to say apologize to my lecturer..she is very very very kind....the only problem is i couldn't understand what she told about...for my lesturer miss lim...i am sorry because i am not paying attention on your classand i am sorry because i trouble you a lot...and i am sorry because my egoism..and i promise to you... i'll clear the final exam with all of my strength...next for someone sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-11254102110420568172009-04-22T15:17:00.006+08:002009-05-06T12:53:11.765+08:00I Love Indonesia and i have this shoes..yes yes yes....i really love my indonesia...after i read some article in kompas.com my love become more, more, and morethis story actually about a new shoes..shoes ?? what the...wait.. wait...ok.. i just bought shoes...it was XXXX.... (i don't care bout brand)first i asked my dad to bought it but he said just buy it here..then i bought that shoes..actually i also like another shoes...but i chose sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-64413831606399859482009-04-19T12:39:00.003+08:002009-04-19T12:54:54.389+08:00rumah itu bukan aku.."that house is not me"yups...just saw the pict of that house..just small foyer...hahahhahah...that house is not me...a classic word "house"it's... very long time...and still.. i couldn't find myself to stay...in a house.. just to take some rest...the house which is not belong to me....but i saw in my dream...there is a place where i can lying on yours...under a big treein my left are mountainsin sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-53630165119039773772009-04-19T12:11:00.002+08:002009-04-19T12:23:15.183+08:00hahahhaha.... master of seducing :Pi wonder why some people got attracted by my confusing world ??those people... thanks.. thanks a lot....you make my lonely life become more meaningfulbut sorry.... i just a reflection of your mind...our mind control our world...and i just a mirror...i become someone of what you expect...you expect me as good friend than that i'll becomeif i as annoying person on your mind.. it'll become me..so sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-82935164953103522892009-04-09T18:23:00.002+08:002009-04-09T18:31:09.425+08:00a burden i should bare..the real title is"a burden i shouldn't bare"yudi, my friend, ever told me something"a thing that i hate is i must bare a burden, a shame, a problem that is not suppose to be my problem, because it's not my problem and it's not started by me and i do nothing bout it " ~jinyutoday i understand completelywhat he said... i ever understand what he said before, quite long timebut it was in different sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-89829111795256052302009-04-09T09:45:00.000+08:002009-04-09T09:50:09.148+08:00i promise to write this post todaymy love is pure inside here... inside my heart.. and it's for you... this pure love is what i want... not the others.. one thing i regret from this heart.. this soul never, never satisfy if we meet... the hole that this love close.. suddenly open it suck all, my, me, mine... i scare if the hole open widely and i lose myself, i will lose you, lose this heart stay there, and i will stay here...sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-58403486093074382242009-04-07T18:16:00.002+08:002009-04-07T18:37:57.833+08:00bonjour antoine.. :Dwhoaa.....should i happy or what.....i just met someone...from french....i am so amaze when i saw him...french... bonjour...by the way his name is Antoine... pronounce like ant-to-an(baca aja : antoan)the second french people that i ever met directly...first was an old man. i met him in taplau, padang...he is the one who encourage me to go abroad and study...hmmmm..french... fries....eh?? ouwh :Dsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-32444619270340089142009-04-06T13:24:00.004+08:002009-04-06T13:48:33.607+08:00di tengah hari ini . . . .sorry for all...to post it in indonesian language...hahahahai wonder if there is any people who read my blog...di tengah hari ini...aku sedang mengerjakan tugas database...di tengah kesuntukan, iTunes, facebook, dan blog beberapa temansinggah sejenak di blog catra sedikit menusuk hati..pada posting terbarunya ada sebaris kalimat dengan dua nama. Dua nama orang yang kukagumi sebagai teman, sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-67805277325774432572009-04-04T12:29:00.002+08:002009-04-04T12:40:27.145+08:00RRROOOOOAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!i found another thing i hate in malaysia(no offense, wait till you read all)the problem is :BUYING A NEW PREPAID CARD(beli kartu perdana baru)why?? why must this??i lost my phonewhich the card was subscribed under a program from the operatornow i need to buy a new card...but i can't subscribe in the same program...I MUST USE MY OLD NUMBERthats mean i must go to the operator center....and for sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-1148867611877770952009-04-02T20:34:00.003+08:002009-04-02T20:38:20.208+08:00i'll miss todayyeah...today maybe, just maybe..is the last time we gathered together...as OGX member..but only few came...little bit sad...i'll miss this department..with craziest people inside, i'll miss my family here....nice people...but what i regret is..(yeah i regret)in the end it was not happy ending for me...forgive me my friends...forgive me my family...i couldn't contributed lot...someday, i'll pay sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-22918066488025844112009-04-02T09:55:00.003+08:002009-04-02T10:08:32.185+08:00paranoid attack..!!i just checked my emailand...i couldn't access it...how could??i obey the rule of encryption (is there any rule about it??)and i couldn't open my account??strange...actually i really scare bout identity theft..it made me paranoid...uhmm..since first time i know what is cracker...it mean since first time i know internet...i guess it because i opened my account in computer laband as usual thing yousergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-18165537477915182692009-03-31T09:24:00.002+08:002009-03-31T09:29:14.487+08:00my world is down...the title is from a song"my world is down" a song from BECK ostmy world really-really screwed up...i lost my pace...walking around don't know what to do or what i should do...my plan...who care bout that plan anymore..while bureaucracy is not like you hope....within this month i must repair my life..that is something hard to do... easy to sayand i don't know wether i can survive or not...my worldsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-23431888703843062392009-03-30T10:33:00.001+08:002009-03-30T10:37:04.583+08:00a year with you my lovely dear....yeah... one year.. actually more that just a year... i still remember first time we met 14 march 2008 but we start our date 28 march 2008 hmmm... still love you here dear... yeah.. this one year lot of things happened and you keep it safely... you still keep my secret till now... dear... one year and sometimes my love to you up or down but you stay... you stay with me.. beside me.. but our sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-84358674445692097972009-03-25T19:16:00.003+08:002009-03-25T19:54:27.442+08:00See ya guys... :)today was the last AIESEC gathering in this semester...it should be fun but only few people camei felt little bit sad...i am not close enough with my AIESEC friends... not all...and with the interns... same thing...and today was the last time we gather around...i already felt this is my home...with people which always respect me...they are very talented and kind...but only few came..i thought sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-62469607033355706572009-03-23T17:12:00.002+08:002009-03-23T17:20:06.212+08:00ok... i calm down..sighhh..i planned to post "not really well" words with some spices of anger and stress..hehhehehehebut now i already calm down and that's good..if not...whoaaa..lot of people will complain.. :pnow i should finish up my assignments..sighhh...i wonder why lot of assignments hit me...sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-30164171268905344612009-03-19T21:52:00.004+08:002009-03-19T22:02:53.143+08:00what a day.. part 2..why must have part 2 ??because lot of things happened within 4 hours..sighh..but this second part is simple...i just don't know what should i do now..i want it but in the same time hate itwanna buy new handphone which i really like, but no money...within this 4 hours lot of things happened....my heart beatin so fast...it's been while since last time this heart rebel to my selfbetray me...within sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-722448941073483182009-03-19T18:48:00.003+08:002009-03-19T19:17:25.338+08:00what a day..see....it happened again, again!it exactly 3 months ago..i lost my handphone, my luvly dear SonyEricsson W810iohhhhh....i lost my phone, it definitely someone took it..sighh.. why because when i sms to my numbersomeone reply it and asked me to give him RM300 = Rp 1.ooo.ooo = $ 100sighh... at that time i wanna gave him the money if we met face to facebut he asked me to transfer the money trough sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-91319644882250192802009-03-19T12:09:00.002+08:002009-03-19T12:31:16.338+08:00fesbuk.. ohhh fesbuk...ok, don't care about the tittle... wanna write another thing but this is the latest things happened in my lifefirst question. do you know facebook?? or friendster?? myspace??yeahh...especially facebook, more and more people migrate to it every secondand it irritate me...why?? uuhhhhmmmm...because almost all of my friends moving to facebookand a lot of people also moving and a lot of people whichsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-55510621939442408062009-03-14T10:57:00.003+08:002009-03-14T11:52:15.949+08:00the competition stained by lie"the competition stained by lie"sighh...that is what i said to my friends when they told me i passed the first phase***************today is the competition day...it is "Speed Programming competition"the competition held by the Association of Computer Science Studenti really like and want to enter this competitionbecause from what i heard it'll test all of the programing skill we have as the firstsergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-27321809942100580402009-03-13T19:22:00.002+08:002009-03-13T19:26:06.565+08:00a post, just before test..ouww.. crap...i just want to write a post but see....now i just have 30 minutes to write something..eh... 30 minutes before test..what should i write..humm....now get blur already..ahh... bout "blur".. i think i like that word.. it started when i chat a lot...humm.. see.. now i really really getting blur for what i said..what should i say??ouwhhh....i think i just end this post with blur sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-43714231086161480402009-03-05T13:22:00.004+08:002009-03-07T19:48:20.264+08:00Creativity vs Professionalismit was long long time ago..when all of us still small kid.. and wonder that we can fly to the moon...act like bird or sometimes dressed like our superhero..child... it was a very nice time then...i still wonder why at that time we can be so creative??without nothing we can make everything..just with a stick and it became a light / laser swordfunny glasses can became night vision goggle..now when sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-61752417245081018542009-03-04T19:38:00.003+08:002009-03-07T19:43:27.576+08:00another posting in indonesian languagehmmmm...sepertinya emanglebih enak nulis blog pakai bahasa sendiriwalau sebenarnya lebih enak lagi kalau nulis blog pakai bahasa minangyah sebenarnya lagi gak tau mo nulis apa dan gak tau juga mo ngomong apa....sepertiny dalam hidup ini interval dan frekuensi gelombang hidup dan masalah sangan sinkroncih bahasa apa tuhhahahhaha.....hmm...rencana hari ini yang ingin curhat dan nulis pakai bahasa sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-77394647248329374032009-02-27T11:09:00.002+08:002009-02-27T11:22:58.398+08:00hoaahhhmmmm....i just use safari 4 betaand.. it's nice but i don't know why i can't open my blog page correctly...(it is connection problem or a bug...??)so i report the bug there...ok next..this past 2 weeks.. just after my last post in the 14th... it became terrible..a "mountain" of assignments and projects and meetings and tests...whoaaa.... a lot of... it made me exhausted...so i spent my weekend trying to.sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-46103846893068987772009-02-14T23:04:00.003+08:002009-03-07T19:47:47.409+08:00it is complicatedi don't know who the real me...who is my self..i also don't know who are you...why...what kind of relationship is this...what kind of hope that i have, how bout yours..what kind of mind that i have, you?what kind of path that i choose...what kind of suffer and problems that i must face...why we should choose....some one said . . . ."it to make you learn and mature.."why i can't understand, bout sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-23798323878896701942009-02-13T21:21:00.003+08:002009-02-13T21:44:06.390+08:00should i be true to the world..hmm....i thinking that sometimes.. i never become my self..in this virtual world... i become my alter ego...become a character that i created as my self in this virtual world...i don't know.. this idea suddenly...who am i?? why i hide from the world...why i don't come to the front and shout... "this is me, this is me.."am i not confidence with my self...i don't think so...i just...i don't know sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-70572368832644860352009-02-03T13:09:00.003+08:002009-02-05T10:41:10.644+08:00warna warni februari... (cerita saat bulan terbelah dua)hmmm...enak juga sekali sekali nulis postingan sesuka hatikenapa yah??karena februari??konon kabarnya februari itu seandainya diibaratkan warna adalah pink (merah muda, merah jambu. merah wat ever lah.....terserah)kenapa?? konon kabarnya lagi karena ada valentine, juga katanya bulan cintasiapa yang peduli yah.....memang kalo di rumah udah pada rame yang peduli, gw sih aman-aman ajah...paling cumasergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-18189354121960266532009-02-01T16:27:00.003+08:002009-03-07T19:45:51.811+08:00will i die . . .just heard that on of my grandma died (mother-in-law of my aunt)i can't feel any, not pity or sadnessbut i don't know if my own grandma diei ever told her that i will not comeback home till i successand she agree with mewhat will happen if she die ?maybe i will keep this promise or . . .no one know . . .this life will end someday and each of us will die . . .but what mean by "die" it self . . .assergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-43525562607467637052009-01-30T20:10:00.004+08:002009-03-07T19:47:12.948+08:00toward tomorrow......then what should i do??hmmphh...this month... i lost many thingsmy handphone and the memories with my friends on itmy laptop charger and money to buy new onemy weight . . .but still the memories that will never return which i will never feel againi said i hate today and maybe tomorrow...but life is very beautiful and exciting... so how can i hate it?i just realise that i live my life together,sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7381634948771571066.post-86951990971919087832009-01-29T16:39:00.004+08:002009-01-29T16:59:24.869+08:00this is stress or what..this is a tribute for my roommate....thank you ***..today my roommate ask me to burn filesHE just smiling... (indonesian >> senyum senyum najong)hehehehi guess something happen to HIM..hmmmmm.... ????i checked the file and i found thisi try to erase HIS name to protect HIS identity and pride....huaaa..!!!if you can read the words inside the red ellipsesheheheh it "TOLONG DI BURN YA SAYANG"in sergiohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02512197321728320216noreply@blogger.com1