June 6th, 2009
10:50
I just realized and thought that i alone because i wanted to.
Therefore i shouldn't fell sad or guilty.
For the smile across the ocean. We may far apart but hopes, dreams, and love connect us. That is true we can't meet each other at the time, however this distance is not a burden. I'd like to say that this is how i can protect you.
From this far far away land. I pray for your health, happiness, and sure your smile. Sometimes world run not as we like, it have it's own way. I know sometimes for me, this distance make the feeling fade slowly, i don't know how bout you. I just want to say, you have a choice, you have rights here in my deepest heart. you only need to say and remind me, and take the action.
I ever promised to protect you, take care of you. With this miles that separate us. I can't keep that, I can't protect you cause I am not there beside you, with you. Unfortunately I can still protect you in my own way and I can protect you from the greatest danger that is me, myself, and I can protect my heart to stay pure, keep this feeling.
Those things keep me in "mood cycles" but let me feel that guilty, sadness, empty, and lonely. You just need to smile and know that here, across the ocean, i try to smile, for me, for you, for us, for everyone, and for the universe.
Maybe the moon that we always see is different but the sky still the same.
ps: in high motivation :D
