today was the last AIESEC gathering in this semester...
it should be fun but only few people came
i felt little bit sad...
i am not close enough with my AIESEC friends... not all...
and with the interns... same thing...
and today was the last time we gather around...
i already felt this is my home...
with people which always respect me...
they are very talented and kind...
but only few came..
i thought they will came because the last meeting
i thought the also like me... thought that this organization was their home....
i am not someone like my roommate
who can directly become friend with "unknown" person
i am not him....
i always close my heart and my life...
never let any single one which i am not comfortable with...
sometimes i hate why i can't easily make friends..??
but that is the way of mine....
i couldn't be close easily but that doesn't mean i hate them
they are my friends of course...
but just in different level.....
if you already become my friend...
you'll still my friend till the end of time..
i never know "ex-friend" i just know "betrayer"
i am me, and i am not regretting my self
and i lost my direction to keep writing this post..
hehehehe...
so hungry......
proud being yourself
and to my AIESEC friends : see ya at appraisal night, it was a nice time working together and having fun together with you all and hope we can meet again next term...
to my intern friends : hope all of you like to stay here, sometime... try coming to Indonesia.... my door always open for you guys and girl
to my old friends : where ever you are now... even we are separated by time and space... our heart, dream, memories, bond us together.... closer, tighter
iDC we are sure to meet again... someday... someday.....