Mar 14, 2009

the competition stained by lie

"the competition stained by lie"
sighh...
that is what i said to my friends when they told me i passed the first phase

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today is the competition day...
it is "Speed Programming competition"
the competition held by the Association of Computer Science Student

i really like and want to enter this competition
because from what i heard it'll test all of the programing skill we have as the first year student in Faculty of Computer Science
this competition is to fight for the title as The Fastest Programmer

i waiting for it, i like it, i like to compete with others

but what happened today disappointed me

i heard the competition will started at 8am
i came 8:10 and ... where were the committee ??
ok.. it was fine with me..
then where was the registration..
ohh.. there.. just 2 unknown people sat with some papers...
still considered ok.

next, entered the room
where the chief of committee talked.. in malay... although there were some international students (i can except my self in this case)
sighhh....

then the committee distributed the question and answer sheets..
and all participants directly started to filled in the answer sheets..
oupss... the committee just realized that we MUST STARTED TO ANSWER at 9:00
but i already filled in 5 questions..
never mind never mind... i stopped

and that "things" happened..
i stopped but i saw a lot of the other participants...
they keep filled in and answered the questions...

hey.. hey.. wait.. where are the committee members..
they didn't care..
those people made me irritated...
it was not fair...

i thought to stand up and tear my question sheets...
and stepped outside to show my protest..
but i stayed there... i tried to fight with them.. to beat them
those people...

i wanted to scream and yelled to the committee
but i didn't have any courage

now i writing this post in library
some of my friends called me and told me that i passed the first phase..
and they asked me to entered the second phase..

no nope..
i decided..
i would not participate in the second phase..
i knew from the beginning i read the question i would pass the first phase..
this is my choice..

but i still arguing with my self..
if i want to defeat those people... whose cheated..
i must enter the second phase..

but i stay here...
i lost to my pride....
i will never step back from my path..