then what should i do??
hmmphh...
this month... i lost many things
my handphone and the memories with my friends on it
my laptop charger and money to buy new one
my weight . . .
but still the memories that will never return which i will never feel again
i said i hate today and maybe tomorrow...
but life is very beautiful and exciting... so how can i hate it?
i just realise that i live my life together,
together with my friend and past will never come back
many things i can't explain
many words i can't say
shadow of the past tight me. . . in her peaceful time
toward tomorrow i struggle to move this feet
to run away from her. .
i wake up in the morning, fake smile and cynical gaze
as usual
then what else will happen tomorrow??
no one know but everyone ask...
time by time, minute by minute, hour by hour
day by day, week by week, and years pass....
how much time i have to walk this path
and how can i understand each step of it..
life is simple, it's complicated
i never wonder that the time i hate will come and leave me
now or later . . .
for the memories that lost, should i search and make the new one
and forget the old
or . . . . there is a way for me . . . . not to chose . . . just receive
and. . . will i become happy of it. . .
there, there. . . the time ticking
tick . . . , tock . . . , tick . . . , tock . . . , tick . . . , tock . . . .
help me spending this day away with my self . . . .
just like the old day. . .
toward tomorrow, will i ever know . . .
