now i am really-really scare because of this...
my math subject has 4 credit the others just 3...
if i don't get A for that subject...
it.... i don't fail actually , the prestige of getting A or A+ still haunted me..
i like to compete with others..
i want to prove that i can.. i also can..
i don't want to make my family disappoint...
i still not sure... but i think i can get >3.5 for this semester GPA..
i really hope i can..
if not..
hummmm....
i already late to enter university one year compare to almost of my friends..
i, the one who make the school proud because won when i represented my school in computer and science competition, didn't make to enter university as the others..
i have my own reasons for that particular things actually, that i never reveal, just to few persons..
but in my city... they think that i am stupid person.. they think i just garbage..
so when i enter my current university ... i promise to beat their opinion
but i can't...
i want to prove to my others friends that get 4 for their GPA at the first semester of their university life.. i also can..
but now...
that is my desire.. to prove, to make my parents and family proud..
but get 4 is not my own aim.. that is against my principle...
i want to get the informations and knowledge... and apply what i've got in my life..
share them with others.. that is my hope...
to achieve all of those.. i must try harder.. and that is my dream..
