then in this place the light will cover my body..
fill new morning with smiles and spirit..
all this nite..
i keep thinking..
i found something that lost long time ago
the excitement of being problem solver..
as a good friends..
i read manga..
and learn new things from those i read..
it look like it refill my imaginations, my hopes, my dreams
that swept away by daily life...
i feel i become more and more wiser..
i talk and think more deep..
i see the vision that far beyond others can imagine..
i lost so many things.. as long this journey..
some were lost long time before..
i understand what is the spirit and courage..
but i forget already the basic of my self..
the sense to feel another person emotion..
i just become someone without heart
without emotions..
my life is big lies..
i smile when the time is correct..
never felt the enjoyment of free..
free to laugh, to smile, to keep hoping...
for this time i can say...
"i already become me..."
